Balram— ek normal insaan

Ek story, jo ki real hai bina koi extra mirch masala ke. Mujhe nhi pta abhi isko kya bolna chahiye Love story, thriller, half crime, romance ya tragic story & also don't know what does half crime excalty stands for...ye bas badla hai half girlfriend movie k title ka.

BALRAM...,

Balram naam tha uska, challenging life rahi humeshaaa aur wo kehte hai na loha tap k hi majbut aur perfect shape leta hai.

Chote pe hi maa ne saath chodh diya tha,

papa ka genetic liver kharab hone k chlte dikkat rehti thi aur unke Tobacco ko duty samay jagah nhi milne pe ghot jaane ki wajah se cancer mein convert ho rha tha,...phir maa bhi kitna shambhalti....kuch saalon baad khud ko na shambhal saki aur us bacche ko chodh gyi aishi jagah, aishi duniya mein jaha sangati buri jaldi aur acchi jaldi milti nhi hai....

Ek baccha jisko uske relatives paal toh rhe they magar bacche baap k aaishaano tale dabe rehne ki wajah se,.. dad dikkkat mein rehte they upr se job to unhone relatives k waha dekh bhal soch k bhejhwa diya,...baap chahta tha ki beta IIT Kharagpur mein padhe, utna kabil bane,...magar relative k ghar pe rehna Matlab khud k kaam k saath ladko wale bhaari kaam toh krna hi tha saath hi wo kitchen k aur chote chote ghar k kaam bhi krta tha jab ki uske relative ki ek Beti bhi thi jo kuch nhi krti hai, hala ki wo villan nhi thi, unki aapas mein acchi banti thi lekin relatives dhyaan dete they ki kaam saare khud se Balram hi krey aur wo bhi acche se. Aishe mein Balram ko ya toh padhne ka time nhi mila ya yun keh lo ki jab tak khaane ki cheez muh mein nhi jaati tab tak meethe ya tikha hona nhi btaya ja sakta....

Balram acche scores kr rha tha aur government scl mein padh rha tha, sabko lgta tha ki ye aaram se crack kr lega exam,....

Balram sports mein b accha tha....padhai toh bol lo god gifted tha lekin khel dimaag ka aur stamina ka ho to kuch alag hi nikhar k aata tha wo humesha, kyunki ek natural strength hoti h jo ki Balram mein chote pe se hi kaam krne se bann chuki thi aur aishe Zindagi kisi pe bit rhi ho toh wo ya to majbut bna deti ya bikher deti h. Balram cousins k saath aur mohalle mein khel k hi badha ho rha tha... Mehnati tha ya banaya gya....magar ab usmey hum umr walon se jayda strength jhalakati thi,...har khel ko wo enjoy krke jeetne lga tha...bina efforts ke....

Kuch bde logo ka protsahan milne ke baad Balram ko bhi lga ki usko sports mein try krna chahiye, Balram Cricket khelte hue bada ho rha tha lekin uski dilchaspi football mein jayda thi.... ground na hona ya baakiyon ka intrest na hone ki wajah se usko or games khelne padtey they lekin ye koi majburi nhi thi.... cricket bhi bahut psnd tha usko.... Usney papa ki halat dekhte hue part time job Krna shuru kr diya tha ye soch kar, ki sport k samaan ka jugaad kr lega khudse aur padhai ka kuch scholarship or pension se ho jayega,...aur issi bech time manage krke football seekhne b jaane lga,...kisi kisi mein jldi sikh legi ki kabiliyat hoti hai,...1 saal mein hi usney coaches ko impress kr rakha tha...aur shyd uski kishmat acchi thi...uske coach ne usko aur 2 log ko personally bula k inform kra ki unko U17 football national team ka campus k liye selection hai waha jana hai aur trail dena hai... Wo excited tha lekin ground se bahar niklte hi yaad aaya ki kaise possible hoga ye....jaha jana tha wo 8 ghante ka total travel tha aur 4-6 ghante reservation mein toh rakhna banta tha...12 ghante chahiye they usko aur uska jhooth ab chote se bada hone lga,....full day duty ka bta kr aur chutti le kar nikl gya.... 

Waha wo logo se mila, new talents ke beech raha to kuch kuch experience liya,... selectors aaye, start hua...usney apna best dene ki kosish ki toh lekin shyd usko khud pe Bharosa nhi tha auro ke mukabale...usko unke saath k gye dono players k khel se lga ki unka toh jarur ho jayega....lekin match khtm hote hi sabki nazrein selectors pe thi jo ki waha se kab ka jaa chuke they, aur sab bewkoofon ki tarah results ka wait krte rhe,...sab result lga toh sabne dekha ki uska selection hua hai jo ki CM ke driver ka beta h....is politics se koi b kaise ubhar pata, koi bhi...thand ka samay tha, kapta hua, har min jod rha tha, wo pal shyd sirf wo hi mehsus kr sakta hai ki kitna dukhad tha aur usmey kitna dard tha... Wapas aa kar part time job bhi chodh diya, usko sab fixing lgne lga,...uska manna tha ki ya toh birth rich ho ya talent k saath, tabhi kuch hoga, aap yaha aishe jagah nhi bna sakte hai....aapko keval rejected cheezein haath milengi... sports ho, job ho, ya ladki hi kyu na....

Haa ek ladki,.... ( " Jyoti naam tha uska, wo bhi usko kya gazab tareeke se mili, FB ka naya naya daur tha sabke liye, sabka pglpan likes, comments k liye, pics upload krne k liye....

Ek din msg aaya, Hi, bhai,... Balram kaafi introvert tha....shyd sabka reply nhi krta tha magar us din dil kiya aur kr diya,...wo baat baat mein ek dusre ko jaane,...kaafi, ek hi scl k they....roz milna hone lga assembly se pehle, chutti k baad....ek dusre k liye caring itni badh gyi Balram ko, ki Balram ne 1 saal baad saaf mann se bta diya ki usko pyaar h ussey, pehle wo samjh nhi paayi...kyunki bhai behen mein toh pyaar hota hi h...phir Balram k puri baat btane pe usney hasi udda kr us baat ko khtm Krna chaha. ... . Lekin pyaar to andha hota h, itni jldi kaha khtm hota ye sab, pyaar mein insaan kitna gir sakta h? Balram ne force kiya, dominant kiya....,yaha tak Socha ki itna bda naam krega ki usko apna bolne mein shyd proud feel ho, magar aisha b nhi hua,... Balram ka manna tha ki pyaar insaan ko tab chahiye hota h, saath tab chahiye hota h jab wo kuch bhi na ho, zero, agar wo hero khud ladai ladd k bann rha h toh wo wapas average Zindagi mein kyu jana chahega....bahut mahino tak is najuk rishte ki dor chandd dhago pe jhulti rahi,...wo na hi tut rhi thi aur na hi Judd rhi thi,... Balram ne ek aakhiri call krne ka faisla kiya aur phir khud ko gadgets se dur krke faisla liya ki ab baat nhi krega... kosish ya khyaal pe khud ko hurt krega...is mansik isthiti k dauran usney acche doctor ko khud akele, chhup ke dikhaya to kuch treatment or check ups k baad pta chla ki Balram ko is bimaari h jismey wo acchi baatein toh yaad rakh leta h 90% lekin buri yaadein 10% hi yaad reh jaati hai... Is bech,.. Balram k kam dost aur BURE they, buri sangati thi us waqt jo ki usko har cheez haar jaane k dukh mein nasha krwa rha tha aur ab khud ko b haar rha tha.

...saal niklte gye,....dhere dhere sab log sab bhul gye,... " ) 

Ab ek aisha daur bhi aaya jab Balram hi nhi puri duniya ka waqt khrb chl rha tha, CORONA, puri duniya ko akele rehna psnd nhi hota h,...lekin introvert tha Balram usko Farak nhi pada, usko issi bech opportunity mil gyi wapas practice krne ki ... lockdown hone ki wajah se nasha toh mil nhi paya magar sahi raah jarur mil gyi thi usko. Usney fitness k liye national racers ka grp join kr liya tha aur apni mehnat se wo apne area zone k national player ko hara dene lga asaani se...waha usko ab acchi company mili,... chehre pe pehle k mukable chamak aagyi thi,.... issi beech uska admission IIT Kharagpur mein hogya tha lekin ye baat shyd jisko sabse jayda jaan-ni thi ab wo hi apne bete ko padhte dekhne k liye nhi rha,.. COVID mein Balram k dad ki dead hogyi(ek baap apne bete ko padhte, kuch bante, dekhna chahta tha, aaj beta toh tha us kabil magar baap wo ab sukh le nhi sakta tha).

Cancer se pidit, kisi tarah ji rhe apne bacche k bhavishya k liye sangarsh kr rhe they magar Balram k sir pe ek haath tha wo b utth gya.

...Usko har cheez se ubharne ja jatiya mil chuka tha... RUNNING. Balram ne IIT se naam wapas le kar apne mann ka Krna chaha ab aur mehnat k baad Balram ko ek mauka phir mila national 800mtr race mein naam kr jaane ka...race shuru hui wo aage chl rha tha...2 lap krne they 1 mein usney lead bana li thi aur ab 200 MTR ki bacha tha dusra aakhiri turn tha aur wo slip krke k gir gya, usney aanan-faanan utth k wapas jeetne ki kosish ki magar wo tisra rha,...shyd uski kishmat bhi saath hona nhi chah rhi thi,...magar mehnat aur talent dekhte hue, ek adhikari ne Balram ko ground mein practice krne ki permission de hi wo bhi selected national player k saath.... same unke jaisa hi treatment or facilities.... kishmat phir saath ho hi rhi thi ki ladki ka chakkar babu bhaiya,....priya naam tha uska,... ladkiyon ka ground alag tha...garmi mein ladke shirt utaar k phir running krte they, jaan dete they ground pe, coach galiyan de k motivate krta tha toh wo shyd ladkiyon k liye accha nhi hota ...kyunki aadhe se jayda gaali toh maa behen se start hoti h....

Balram bahut hi shant shavbhav ka tha,.. silent killer kuch log toh bulate bhi they ...kyunk bolta nhi tha lekin kaam damdaar krta tha,... Balram toh chote se hi pyaar khoj rha tha, har koi issi khoj mein aksar rehta hai lekin Balram ki maa nhi thi toh ...ek saathi ki talaash rhi humesha...shuru mein b koi nhi tha aur jab adult age mein aa jaate h tab sabhi haath pair maarne lgte h, Balram ko pyaar ki need jaise cringiX100 hogyi thi.....

21st century mein koi sheedha kaha h... ladke tedhe they hi ab ladkiyon ne khandha mila liya tha,....us din trail timing thi, priya aur uske grp. K log b dekhne aaye ki dekhe ladke kaise bhaag rhe,... Balram ko bhagte dekh,...uska running action, foot steps, hand action tall & straight...sab hooting krne lga aur jeetne pe number dilwa do koi chilla k mangi lgi thi,

pehle toh wo khud aati thi ground mein,..trail timing mein support krti thi phir ishaare krke pyaar k ... ab relationship mein aa kar agni pariksha lene ka faisla kr li thi priya,.... Roz aishe swaal krti jissey Balram ko chhup ho jana padta tha... running bahut hi concentration or focusing event tha aishe mein uska dhyaan game se kahin jayda durr jane lga tha phir se....har din ki practice aur wo bhi aishi ki fit raho toh hi maza hai verna saza hai...waha agle din se dikkat running mein samjh aane lgi Balram ko...aur phir wahi behas couples ki...ye ha ha, meri hi wajah se toh ho rha hoga...wagarah wagarah....

Balram sensitive tha, usko apna struggle pta tha wo wapas focus kr hi pata ki,...uske pyaar ne uska saath chodhne ki baat krdi...

Balram samjhta rha ki kuch hi mahine bache h race ko, jeet gya toh unka future accha hoga, magar baat bigadti gyi....

Ek din Balram tak khabar aayi ki Priya ki tabiyat bahut khrb hai, Balram jld se jld pahucha waha magar priya ki nhi uski frnd ki tabiyat kharab thi wo ki bagal k bed pe leti thi...aur Priya ne jaan bhukh k Aisha kiya tha, pyaar sacha h ki jhootha h iska faisla phir ho rha tha,... priya ki dost ne tabhi vomiting krdi, aur Priya ne Balram ka saath na chodhne ka proof us vomiting ko pura chatne ko de bola, jo ki sunn k sab taraf shanttii hogyi thi aur pure girls athelete hostel mein ek mayusi si chaa gyi thi.... Balram ko attachment jayda hogya tha, wo haar manta nhi tha haar ki darr se aur us din bhi kisi ko haarna nhi chahta tha,... Balram ne wo ghinauna kaam kr diya, jiske baad Priya ne usko ye keh kar chodh diya ki usney uski dost ki ulti chaatii hai toh usko ussey nhi uski dost se pyaar hai....

Balram ab apni haar nhi gin paa rha tha apni ungaliyon pe, usko sab kuch khamkha lgne lga tha,...usney himmat dikhayi aur race k liye khud ko phir se taiyaar krne lga,...aur is baar kishmat shyd saath di,...wo race jeet gya tha aur sports kota pe job b mil gyi thi,...uski mushkile hal hone lgi thi.... Balram ki ek khasiyat thi uske sath bura hota toh tha magar wo daud k sab kuch bhula deta tha, mudh kar nhi dekha peeche,.... relatives keh dekhe hue rishte pe bina dekhe bharoshe se haa krke shaadi kr liya Balram ne, uska pyaar se bharosha utth chuka tha.... Sabne usko galat hi samjha humesha, struggle time pe pyaar dene ki bajaye nakaaraatmakata faila gye har baar sab.

Uska manna tha ki safalta ki taraf jaane pe jo pyaar krey wo asli, paisa hoga tab sabhi pyaar krenge kaise bhi.

Balram ke din acche aur kishmat acchiii....!!

Mujhe lgta hai ki jarur amavasya ki raat faida hua hoga Balram... Balram ki shaadi toh ek bahut hi khubsurat ladki se hogyi thi...ek ladke ko aur kya hi chahiye hota, magar shaadi k baad hi Balram ko btaya ki uska BF hai aur uski jabrdasti shaadi krayi gyi hai,.... Balram ki kishmat ek baar phir palti maar chuki thi, ab wo usko chhu bhi nhi. Sakta tha, hakk toh tha lekin marzi k khilaaf nhi jana chahta tha wo,...ab uske pass khud ko koshne k alava kuch bacha nhi reh gya tha.... Balram ne nayi shaadi wale mauhool ko chodh wapas practice pe, city se bahar jaane ka faisla kiya, sabhi ko khyaal aata, usko b aa rha tha ki uski biwi kisi aur se baat kr rhi hogi....ussey chhup k mil rhi hogi...pyaar kr rhi hogi... Magar bahut sochne k baad Balram divorce ka offer kr ta h, himmat k saath lekin wo mna kr deti hai, uske dimaag mein paisa aur pyaar dono chl rha tha ... Balram ab nhi soch paa rha tha ki kya krey wo....na toh ussey pyaar milne wala tha aur na hi peecha chutne wala tha. Balram 800mtr ki race krta tha aur mahine ka 170-200 km ka speed workout krta tha,...dimaag ka khel hai, pace up-down krke bhaagna.... Jo ki usko ab apni zindagi k saath khelna tha, dimaag ka khel jo ki bahut bada khel hone wala tha.... Balram humesha yoga jaise kr rha ho,.... Palakein chipaki hui toh hai magar aakhein aur kaan khule hue.

Time ka hisaab rakhne wala, ab raahon pe bhi nazar rakh rha tha. Ek planning thi, humesha ki tarah,...( jaise bachpan mein bure logo se dur rehne k raste badal lena, apne pehle aur sacche pyaar ki zindagi khud se dur safe samjh k usko khudse dur krna, padhai mein acche score krne ki planing se le kar har seconds ko aur kam krne ki planning se race jetna...)

Sab kuch planning pe chalta aa rha tha aur ab ek aur plan ki jarurat thi,...bahut hi satik plan ki.

Balram ka janamdin tha, 23july, shayad ye uski biwi ko pta b nhi tha,...iska fyda uthate hue Balram ne pehle toh apne biwi se ye bol ke cake order kraya ki uska phn dead hai aur uska mann hai phir uske order ko usney receive krke

Benzodiazepines naam ka drugs mila diya, aur acc. to plan usney precautions le k khaya jissey uske shareer mein drugs gya magar nasha k alawa kuch nhi kr Paya, Balram ne pehle b nasha kiya tha toh uski body k liye kuch naya nhi tha jo wo uss cheez ko adopt na kr sake lekin dikkat ab Balram ki biwi ki thi jisney kabhi nasha nhi kiya tha, jiske baad Balram ne planing k hisaab se uske saath sex kiya, is baar uski marzi k khilaaf,... Wo nashe mein thi, wo rokna chah rhi thi magar uska control nhi tha...

Wo chilla rahi thi...kuch nashe k azeebon gareeb illusions ho rhe they kuch Balram apni bhadaas nikal rha tha...is shor mein padosiyon ne chor k darr se police bula li aur dono ko nashe paa kar police ne unki halat mein sudhar ho taaki wo jwaab de paaye, doctors ko ghar pe hi bulaya...dono k hosh mein aate hi swaal hue... ki awaaz kyu aayi? Apke biwi k bag se drugs mila hai wo kiska h? Cake bahar jo pada h usmey bhi drugs hai, ko kis kis ne khaya h? Aur ye sab kabse chl rha!!... Aishe kuch swaal aana shuru hue....jiske baad Balram ne btaya usko kuch yaad nhi hai...aur uski biwi ko literally yaad nhi rha kyunki usney bina precautions k drug liya tha....swaal jwaab ho hi rha tha ki medical report aayi jismey pta chla ki ye drugs memory loss kra deti hai,...aur ye bimaari Balram ko hai,...aur ye drug pehli baar uski biwi k body mein dissolve hua h toh jissey ye clear hogya sabko ki,...uski biwi drugs india k bahar se mangati thi,...uske phn se pta chla ki cake b ussi ne mangaya tha aur addhar card se pta chla Balram ka b'day tha jiska fyda utta kar uski biwi ye drugs usko deti hai...aur phn se ye b pta chla ki wo aur uska BF aaj b pyaar mein hai...toh police ne assumptions lgaye ki...kisi bahane se humesha Balram ki biwi usko drugs deti thi aur uske nashe ki haalat mein wo apne bf se milti hogi... Kl b'day tha toh Balram ne apne haathon se usko b cake khila diya hoga jissey usko b galti se nasha hogya aur wo bhul gyi...

Engaging in or controlling trade whereby drugs are obtained from outside India and supplied to a person outside India, by act 24...k tahat 20+ yrs ki jail or kuch jurmana hua... Niji mamla bta k baaki case pending pe daal diye gye... Balram ne apne jeete hue paise aur kamaye hue...ghar bech kar foreign chla gya...

Waha usney ek NGO khola jaha wo sports khud sikhata tha saath hi ek nayi life partner usko mil gyi ho waha unhi bacchon ko padhaya krti thi....

Flashback; Balram ne itne amt. mein drugs rakhe jitne mein usko sabse jayda time ki jail ho sakti thi, .... Balram ne jhooth bola ki usko kuch yaad nhi kl raat ka,....usney precautions liye hue they .... Balram ko adult age k beginning mein hi bhul jaane ki bimaari hogyi thi jiska kisi ko pta nhi tha aur usney is baat ka fyda uthaya...

( Story or script humeshaaa body k bahar se dikh rhi nerve jitni hoti h, aur acting hi us nervous system ko pura bahar la k rakh deta hai.

Shukriya padhne k liye😊✌️) 

     

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                                              By— Pradeep Yadav